I wanna fucking kiss someone I actually have feelings for. no stupid pointless hookups that leave you lonely at night. I wanna kiss someone and wake up in their arms the next day. I wanna receive the love I give. I just want something real.
sometimes i realize there are so many things i won’t remember in 50 years like the way the sky looked this morning and all the dogs i saw today and my mom’s voice and i get so sad i never want to forget
Fortunately, I know that I’m not worth it
In my purest form, I was never good enough for anyone
Why did I think that this time it’d be different?
I came bearing only the beat of my heart
And the best of my intentions
I tried my hardest but I couldn’t make you feel a fucking thing"